Thursday, January 26, 2012

To: A Friend Long Gone

It breaks my heart that you gave up on us,
It hurts to know you never really tried.
We were so close for so long
I never thought you’d throw it all aside.

Was I ever anything more than a fan of yours?
Did you ever care about more than you?
I was under the impression that I was there,
That my feelings and opinions mattered too.

I can see you’ve moved on and I’ve been replaced
With several others who’ll give you your due.
Just don’t expect me to jump up and celebrate
And run back whenever you want me to.

The loyalty I once felt is faded,
Worn down from years of abuse.
I’ve grown up and accepted your choice;
For your fickle “friendship” I no longer have use.

Thursday, January 12, 2012

Holy Crap!

Yesterday someone pointed out that in exactly 4 months I'll be a doctor!  Wow!  I can't believe it!!!  It doesn't seem like it's been almost 4 years!  And as exciting as it is, I'm not sure I feel ready - in fact I know I don't feel ready.  I'm jugling the busy work that accompanies this block and trying to get everything together so I can finally send out my resumes this weekend.  Yikes!  Anyway, I'm writing this between classes, so I'd better go, I'll try and write more later!