I feel so heavy right now. Just so completely weighted down by everything that is going on. I absolutely hate neurology service. I thought it was getting better, but then I was attacked again in rounds today. My brain just shuts down when they start asking me questions in a certain tone. It won't back up, go forward, anything - it just dies! I looked so incompetent today. It's just so frustrating and discouraging it makes me want to cry!
On top of it all, I think I might be getting sick! I was able to fight it off a couple of weeks ago, but putting in these kind of hours and being in a constant state of stress for such a long period of time is really wearing me down. Rem is supposed to come up this weekend, but he's been really busy too. If he doesn't come, I think that will further push me into even more discontentment and angst.
I can't wait till next Wednesday when we switch to Soft Tissue Surgery - it's gonna be like heaven! Just please, Lord, get me through till then. Please calm my mind and help me remember the things I learned about the nervous system. I know the information is up in my brain somewhere.
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